Through the Storm

There are days when I feel like letting go and just giving up but then I remember that I’m walking with the Lord and he will carry me when I am weak. Only God can help me through this storm that I seem to be in the mist of. You see depression seems to have gotten the best of me for the past few months. Every time I try and be happy I think of the life I lost and that smile fades away. It’s hard going through this storm and I know I won’t make it without the Lord. Ever since I lost that life I feel like I lost a piece of me. I no longer feel whole. I know only God will make me feel whole again so I pray that he mends my broken heart and carries me through this storm. It’s really hard to move on but I know there is power when I pray so I will keep praying for Gods help, forgiveness and Loving touch. I know that as long as I continue to walk with the Lord everything will be ok and that He is rocking that child in His loving arms as I pray.


A part of me is missing, a part of me is goneLost to this world, Lost before dawnLost before I could see you, or hear your first cryGone late one night, back to the skyA part of me is missing because I gave that part to youI knew I had to lose you and there was nothing I could doi knew there was our reasons but that didn’t ease my painjust left me alone to cry a million tears in the rainA part of me is missing, a part of me has pastleaving my heart wounded, surrounded by this castThis part of me can’t ever heal, no one can ever fill its placeits just an empty part of me left without a traceA part of me is missing, a part of me has flown awayup to heaven that part of me has gone to stay
In an angels arms your now rocked to sleepAs I lay here trying not to weepParts of me are missing, and this pain won’t disappearknowing that its your voice, your cries, i will never get to here
This part of me that’s missing will always have a placecause this spot in my heart for my child can never be replaced