I rewind back to a few years ago.
Who was that Person? I don’t even know
She was lost, looking for that home
Facing the world, but didn’t know where to room
Didn’t know where to go next or who to turn to
No one understood the pain she was going through
Who could, I mean she was dealing with so much
This pain not even her family could touch
She knew something was missing but she didn’t know what
So instead of searching she kept the pain shut
But then a few months ago, she came to the Lord
In his arms she was never ignored
That missing puzzle piece, it soon appeared
Taking away everything see once feared
The Lord was her strength, and her salvation
Taking her heart to a whole different location
She believed that Jesus was her Lord and savior
Changing her mind, soul and her behavior
Turning her whole life around and those of others she would later surround
This girl once known as just a disaster
Changed once she found her rock, her master
She prayed that the Lord would forgive her for her sins
And create a pure heart and steadfast spirit within
She worshiped the Lord Day and Night
And prayed for those who have not felt his might
She sang joyfully to the Lord
Thanking him for the heart that he restored

Through the Storm

There are days when I feel like letting go and just giving up but then I remember that I’m walking with the Lord and he will carry me when I am weak. Only God can help me through this storm that I seem to be in the mist of. You see depression seems to have gotten the best of me for the past few months. Every time I try and be happy I think of the life I lost and that smile fades away. It’s hard going through this storm and I know I won’t make it without the Lord. Ever since I lost that life I feel like I lost a piece of me. I no longer feel whole. I know only God will make me feel whole again so I pray that he mends my broken heart and carries me through this storm. It’s really hard to move on but I know there is power when I pray so I will keep praying for Gods help, forgiveness and Loving touch. I know that as long as I continue to walk with the Lord everything will be ok and that He is rocking that child in His loving arms as I pray.


A part of me is missing, a part of me is goneLost to this world, Lost before dawnLost before I could see you, or hear your first cryGone late one night, back to the skyA part of me is missing because I gave that part to youI knew I had to lose you and there was nothing I could doi knew there was our reasons but that didn’t ease my painjust left me alone to cry a million tears in the rainA part of me is missing, a part of me has pastleaving my heart wounded, surrounded by this castThis part of me can’t ever heal, no one can ever fill its placeits just an empty part of me left without a traceA part of me is missing, a part of me has flown awayup to heaven that part of me has gone to stay
In an angels arms your now rocked to sleepAs I lay here trying not to weepParts of me are missing, and this pain won’t disappearknowing that its your voice, your cries, i will never get to here
This part of me that’s missing will always have a placecause this spot in my heart for my child can never be replaced